Interesting how helpful it is to keep digital records. In addition to the blog, I journal both on a computer and on paper. I like physical paper writing, but the Ctrl-F function is priceless. I did a search for the world “shoulder” and the first mention I found was March 28, 2024. Whined a lot more about it in my personal journal than on-line. I can’t recall exactly what exercises I did, but I have some suspicions. We got a new mattress around the same time though, and I attempted to rationalize away that maybe I slept on my side wrong or was acclimatizing to the new mattress. I did the exact same exercises on each arm, so it didn’t make sense to me that only one hurt. I should have gone to a doc sooner, but I doubt it would’ve helped. My knee was so much worse, that was my main concern at the time. Since I couldn’t pin-point an exact injury or event, they probably still would have dismissed it as mild inflammation. Based on how much my knee was down-played, as my shoulder got worse, I thought, well, they probably won’t do anything about that either, so why bother?
Anyway, shoulder specialist confirmed my rotator cuff is badly torn, one part “hanging on by a thread” and my bicep is also torn and in need of repair. My theory is that I tore it a little at first, and then gradually tore it more and more as I continued to exercise the rest of the year. Yes it kept hurting, but whenever I did ask, they said do exercises and it’ll be fine. Throw more nsaids at it, and it’ll be fine. Maybe I need to get my pcp to prescribe high-dose prescription nsaids every couple of months, and that’s fine too. Nope, it was not fine. I could have said sure, it was from an injury, but I wouldn’t have know what to tell them I did that caused it. in hindsight maybe I could’ve said I did so many different exercises that day, I wasn’t sure which one it was. I’m not a good creative liar, I guess. Or didn’t think I could pull one over on this. But in hindsight, maybe that would’ve been interesting to try. Oh well.
This surgery is scheduled for March 27. Here’s the sucky part. I won’t be able to do anything with that arm (or hand, probably) for 6 weeks, which includes typing or writing. Even now, typing hurts, and they said if it irritates things, I might need to lay off typing for 12 weeks initially to prevent a slower overall recovery. I could try hunt and peck with my non-dominant hand, but that would probably drive me nuts (compared to easily typing 50+ wpm). I have a talk-to-text app on the phone, but it doesn’t do punctuation, so that still seems tedious to add (when I do use it). I will need physical therapy rehab for at least 6 months. Whoa. Already this seems so much worse than last year’s, even though that was classified as “major” surgery and made some top lists for how painful it is. That sounds like a cake-walk compared to this. 6-12 weeks being one-handed and half a year of rehab. Plus my insurance isn’t as good this year, so it’s likely going to be more costly.
In the meantime, they gave me some stretches for range of motion I can practice now to get in the best shape possible before the knife hits. (kidding. I am not a fan of any surgery and joke about being sliced open, even if it’s minimally invasive).
My knee physical therapist said with this development, he’d release me from weekly visits if I promised to keep up the exercises as much as possible. This way we save as many visits as possible, given that insurance has maximum visits they will cover. I won’t be able to continue some of the knee-related exercises after the surgery, as they involve laying on my bad arm. At least I have a good PT to work with, as they said I could ask for them again for my shoulder rehab. It’s gonna be a long year.
On a bright note we finally have central heat again after a month. It sounds like high pressure air being pumped into a bouncy-house, after the relatively quiet space heater.
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